To chill.

Dammit, I erased this whole post by accident. I don't feel like typing any more. That's messed up.

So I'm not tripping off UC today. We talked for a while. Something about feeling like I'll never really fit... works in place of the common sense I seem to lack in regards to him. So it's all good today. I can't speak on tomorrow, but today is all gravy.

I'm holding down the celibacy too. I avoided old old ex once again. And I'm going to just break down and spend the cash on a new toy. Because if I don't get it somehow, I'm setting myself up to fail. No need to bullshit myself. I love dick. I need dick. But I can't get it without lowering my goals, which I'm refusing to do. So I gotta go with what I've got, and thats the multi-taksing dick imposters I've grown to love.

All in all, this weekend was fairly successful. I'm at some kinda peace, and I haven't messed up. So I'm gonna toast to this weekend with licorice and ice cream. I'm out.