Could you please

stop being so damn sexy? If it's not too much to ask?

Damn.

I dont know what the hell happened, but he decided to flaunt all his sexiness right in my face this evening. I couldn't take it, and obviously my laptop couldn't either seeing as how it shut down immediately after the conversation was over.

I even tried to change the subject to something less sexual, but he switched it on me quick than a mutha.

Nothing to lose is a dangerous place to be when you're horny and alone. It wouldn't have made sense for me to try and get some ass... because he's way on the other side of the country. But he knows hes fuckable. He does this on purpose, he gets off on knowing that chicks want to fuck him nationwide. On some cross continental shit.

All the mantras in the world couldn't save me tonight. I'm oh so certain that my sleep has been ruined and I haven't even touched the pillow yet. I don't have to. I see where this is gonna end. It's gonna end with yet another dream of him fuckin me into oblivion. So why fight it?

I'll get back on the wagon tomorrow morning when I'm mad at myself for being a loser again.